what a long journey

This time last year I was 2 weeks pregnant and didn't know it. It's crazy to think about how much things have changes from a year ago...

Time passes so quickly yet it seems like the days drag on and on forever.

Madison is now 10 and Jacob is 3 1/2 months old...at this age the 1/2 is crucial. I'm 27 and Scott is 37.

A year ago, Madison wasn't a pre-teen, Jacob was small enough we needed a microscope to see him. A year ago, I was closer to 25 than to 30 and a year ago Scott was 85 pounds heavier.

This last year has changed us, not just the addition of a new family member or that now I am biologically a mother...it's truly changed us...for the better.

June of 2009 I found out I was pregnant. We were also contacted by Madison's estranged mother, Tina. Scott was really reluctant to even talk to her, and even those I was more scared for myself and my relationship with Madison, I urged him to do it...not matter the cost to me...because it's what was best for Madison that we should be thinking of.

I'm gonna wrap it up for now but I think I'm gonna work on my birth story and getting that down in type for future generations..haha